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run away from this

You know that feeling that you get when you run into someone you haven't seen for awhile.
Maybe it's not necessarily someone you don't want to see, but maybe not necessarily someone you want to.

What do you do?

I'm going to point the finger and assume you act like you didn't run into them.
It's easy to fake an off glance from across a bar, right? Yeah, it is.
But is it really easy to fake it, when you know it's not genuine?

Welcome to my life.
And I apologize now.
If I have dated you, lived with you, become friends with you, even casually met you. Wait, ESPECIALLY casually met you. If this hasn't worked out...
I will NOT make eye contact, I will NOT start the conversation.
Maybe I'm happy with my state of lonesomeness. In fact, I know I am.
I associate with whom I please, and if you are not in this bubble, make yourself, because I won't force you.

Apparently I'm always at my own, close-minded, worst.

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